We were seeing each other and I was over his house all the time. Now I know why his behavior was so weird at first. I always asked him if he was seeing other people too and go just be honest so I can leave if he is and he kept lying. He told all the other girls they were the only one too.

I do think maybe I'm applying some of the feelings I built for him after we started sleeping together and dating after that onto the time where he was doing this. I knew he wasn't the best dude but after we had sex a few months into knowing each other he told me he felt like he was a shitty person and he wanted to change

And like he did out a lot of effort into changing. I thought atleast, as he never owned up to lying to me before. He started responding to messages promptly, spending time with me, being much nicer than he used to be, doing his best to keep his word etc. He used to shut down from questions and I could tell hed started making an effort to open up anyways. He says he's never cheated on me and he didn't sleep with anyone after sleeping with me just before. He also told me his body count was 6 and he revealed it's actually 15. I feel like he could've been truthful about that because I would've still dated him.

The 4 girls however I would've stopped seeing him. I knew he wasn't a great guy and I mostly had him around for fun. So part of me feels like if I knew he was an asshole, but he unexpectedly changed essentially for me when he started having feelings for me then should I really be all that upset. He didn't tell me but he's taken accountability since I found out/asked atleast and hasnt tried to downplay how messed up it was.

I think if he's truly never cheated on me (we weren't in a relationship, if he had said he slept with someone to me it wouldn't have been cheating but it was lying and messed up) I might be able to forgive him. Bit if he needed 4 girls to know he liked me and he lied to me and them is he not just a liar. I lied to him a bit too in that stage, and honestly would've been somewhat okay with 1 other. But 4 is just crazy. I don't know what to do if it's stupid to even consider repairing the relationship or not