This all started after my 17th birthday. It was mid December and I was spending the night at my best friends house, when the guy I was seeing at the time wanted to hook up.

I told him I could sneak out later when my friend went to sleep and he was chill with it. My best friends dad, who I will call B, was ok with me sneaking out so long as I added him on snap just in case I needed him. So I gave B my snap.

After that night he started talking to me, and we texted back and forth for a few weeks.

Our conversations ranged from him talking about his wife cheating on him and what love means to him, to me talking about how I’m attracted to his daughter and what love means to me. Yes, I’m attracted to my best friend.

Anywho, it escalated from there. I was not in the right mindset when all this was happening. I had just gotten out of the mental hospital, and I suffer with borderline personality disorder,

which means I’m very emotionally unstable and get attached very easily at the first sign of attraction towards me. He basically groomed me. He said he wanted to marry me and have kids with me. He said that I could move in with him when I turn 18, which wasn’t for another year.

This went on for months. I slept with him in his and his wife’s bed. I slept with him in a hotel room, and I slept with him in an automatic car wash.

I regret everything and I’m guilty that my best friend doesn’t know. I broke things off when I realized that he had known me since I was 12 and I thought that he was creepy after that realization.

I’m glad to get this off my chest, even if the people that need to know don’t know, at least it’s not weighing on me as much.

Edit: I just wanted to add on and state that B knew I had feelings for his daughter and tried to get me to take pictures of her boobs and send them to him purely because he had a boob fetish and she has JJ boobs

Edit: I really appreciate everyone’s support and such, and to all you basement dwellers out there trying to find flaws in my story THIS STARTED DECEMBER OF 2021 WHICH MEANS I HAD JUST TURNED 17 A MONTH BEFORE THIS STARTED. I TURNED 18 LAST YEAR IN NOVEMBER AND AT LITERALLY NO POINT IN ANY OF MY OTHER POSTS DID I EVER SAY I WAS ANY OTHER AGE OTHER THAN 18. MY LAST POST WHICH WAS 12 DAYS AGO I MENTIONED MY BOYFRIEND WHO IS 19 AND PREVIOUSLY I MENTIONED MY EX WHO IS 23. I HAVE NEVER CLAIMED I WAS ANY OTHER AGE. And to those of you who are victim blaming and slutshaming, I will not acknowledge you, I will block you, I do not need that in my life right now. My friend no longer lives with her dad, she lives in a camper. Her dad still has sole custody of the other six kids. 3 boys and 3 girls. Him and his wife are separated, not divorced. I have him blocked, and have not contacted him since June of last year.