I’m 37 and my mom is 37... wait, no—my mom is 37 and I’m 19. She got pregnant with me at 17 with her boyfriend at the time, he and his family moved away before my mom had me, so I’ve never met him. I’m 6’3, skinny, nerd-type and a virgin. I never had a real girlfriend so I have been attracted to my mom ever since I first jerked off as she was the hottest female in my life at the time, and now too.

Well last night I was jerking off in my room on my bed without any clothes on. I usually cum on my stomach or chest and clean up with some tissues. After hours of edging I was finally getting ready to cum when the fire alarm in the building our apartment was in went off. I couldn’t stop myself as I was so close to the edge and started cumming all over myself at the worst possible time.

Knowing my mom I knew she’d easily get scared in these situations, but I couldn’t get up as I was in the middle of cumming. Unfortunately she was way faster than I anticipated and in a few seconds my mom barged into my room and looked right at my cock that had just finished cumming and was still hard, and then looked at my body that was covered in cum. She certainly looked surprised and I’ve never felt more embarrassed. “No time to clean up! Put on a shirt and some underwear! Hurry!” She said with a raised tone.

I quickly put on some underwear and was about to start cleaning up when she barged in again. “Just put on a shirt come on!” She said so I just put on the first shirt i found onto my cummy body. On the way out we rushed down the stairs to leave the building. After 2 minutes outside we went back up, and when we got inside she asked me to take my shirt off so she can wash it. After a few seconds of debating, I gave in and took the shirt off and gave it to her. She took it and used it to soak up some extra cum from my chest that I didn’t notice was there. Then she took it to the laundry room to wash it.

I have never been more embarrassed in my life, I had just given my mom my cum soaked shirt and she even used it to clean more cum off of me. I just quickly apologized and ran to my room.

The next morning when I woke up I had a text message from my mom. She said that I shouldn’t feel bad or embarrassed as masturbation is a completely natural thing and there’s no reason to be ashamed by it. She said that she doesn’t mind what happened and hopes that this won’t make it awkward between us. Then in the end she wrote “Ps. Moms are always happy to see that their son grew up nicely. You’re going to surprise many girls with that.”

That last part and the fact that I’m really embarrassed is the reason why I made this post, is it possible that she liked what she saw? I’m really attracted to her and would love to have a sexual relationship with her but I’m really scared as I don’t want to damage or hurt our current relationship by making a move.