I am 24, and I work with my colleague (23) & basically I'm the introvert type and he's outgoing and likes to drink until his absolute limit. We are great friends even though it has only been 11 months of us working together. Many times I've dropped him home. He lives with his mom (44) & his cat.

His mom is a pretty simple and sweet lady and she feels alone you can tell that just by looking at her, she needs someone to talk to so some nights I used to stay at my friend's home after dropping him off because she would insist on that & yeah it's not much safe in our area of Delhi at late night & since I live alone in a cheap small room he sometimes used to invite me for sleepovers & sometimes when work got too much, etc.

We both like to watch movies & I'm getting her into horror movies & basically she used to touch me before on my arm and shoulders, play with my hair, comment on my body & muscles and ask about my personal life but I didn't know that she was asking in that way. (I'm dumb af, I never get clues, ever)

Last night we were watching Friday the 13th and the famous riding scene came up & previously I used to look away in the other direction but yesterday something came up in me & I looked at her & we locked eyes for a moment and she leaned in for a kiss. I pulled my lips back after the initial touch thinking WTF & shocked but she kinda leaned in again and I didn't hold back this time. She fucking blew me on the living room sofa & then we went to her room & did basically everything for more than an hour. It was so risky yet hot? No condoms were used so I'm scared about pregnancy but she told me it was her safe day & I pulled out every time but still...

I slept on the sofa, today she woke me up with tea & grabbed my dick & I left before I could see my friend, he was still asleep. I took today off and I've been ignoring his messages about why I am on leave without telling him. I'm so confused about what to do & how to move forward because like this is super weird, I feel like I have betrayed his trust but I also enjoyed every second of it.