Hi, I’m 18 years old, and I recently went to Mexico in the middle of October I stayed there for two months. This was my first time going back since I was 2-4 years old. I met my family that I haven’t seen in a while especially my mother that left when I was 3 to go to Mexico. I’ve been taken care of by my grandma and step grandad.

My grandad only stayed for 2 weeks but my grandma stayed with me. Anyways we stayed for most of our travels there with my auntie, and her kid he’s 8 years old, and the dad (my aunties husband) didn’t live in her house he had another house since before we came they were about to get a divorce and separate, idk what the story was but I know they knew each other since they were 16-17.

Heard from family it was toxic, he was abusive towards her when they were young but it kinda switched when they got older and she started being abusive towards him. Anyways they sometimes have there good moments then bad. But ya the only time he’s ever seen me before was when I was 2 or 3 with my auntie. So this was our first time genuinely meeting.

Moving forward to December (I leave in Dec 20 back to the states) we all went to the club. My auntie, him, me, and my “husband” that only married to get papers and we just would transactional. He’s from the Netherlands. Basically friends but he wanted to meet my family. So we went to the club, we all got drunk my uncle kinda started being sexual touching me sexually I kinda liked it I kept it going when my auntie wasn’t looking when we got out of the club, we would make out touch each other.

This continued on even after this day. We would keep touching each other sexually humping on each other we eventually had sex when everyone was asleep. We still would make out after that day, and have sex again. I’m currently now in the states but I still talk with him. And he says that he genuinely loves me and I like him too a lot. I like that he’s gentle and sweet and caring. and I actually miss him. Realistically, would there be any chance of us being together and, is there any way this wouldn’t be seen as weird since he tells me to keep it secretive and not to tell my grandma or anyone. Would I be punished for this?